Where did I leave off? Oh yeah, I was being rushed to finish so we could go eat. Anyway, things have picked up a bit. Of course, the event hasn't even started yet, so there's still time for everything to go tit's up.

Yesterday morning, I had to go with Ann to Fon du Lac, a town about 15-17 miles away because the Staples here didn't have the monitors we wanted, but the one in FdL did. So, we go and drop another $500+ like it's nothing and then have lunch. Nothing big. Came back to the hotel and my baby was here so I put her together and got online to talk to my wife. Didn't really have a lot of work to do so it wasn't too bad a day.

My wife is needy. I mean NEEDY with a capital need and you know what? Give up? I think it's the most wonderful thing in the world! Nothing can make you feel better than to know that just being with you will brighten someone's day, that someone depressed will feel much better just because you're there. Talk about an ego boost. That's it. Hey ladies, every once in a while, be a little needy for your husbands (doesn't work too well with boyfriends) and you'll see a pretty dramatic change. Sure, we'll act like it's a pain, you being needy, but trust me, deep down we're going "this is so cool! I'm actually needed!". It's a great feeling.

Well, we're gearing up to get everything ready and running. By midnight tonight, we want to have a "real" home page up and running. Looks like it might be a bit of a late night, but that's what I'm here for. I couldn't sleep anyway. I went to bed last night around 11:30 and sat and watched TV until about 2:00. I was tired as hell, I just couldn't get to sleep. Then, when I finally did get to sleep, I didn't sleep too well. I didn't have that nice, soft, warm body next to me and it made a difference. Plus, I was a stupid, dumb shit. I turned the A/C on and cooled the room way down and then covered up. So, my body was warm, my head was cold and I woke up with the WORST fuckin' headache I've ever had. Damn. It's gone now, but for a while there, I thought I would be better off dead. Got to talk to the wife for a while today. It's weird, I couldn't think of anything to say. All I could do was ask "How are you doing?", which, of course, I knew the answer too. "I'm horrible and I miss you." would be the reply. Then I felt bad for making her actually have to acknowledge those feelings. I suck.

Shit, I can't think of what to write. I had something this morning that I was going to write about but can't remember. Shit, must not have been important.

Get this shit. Metallica still has me banned from fuckin' Napster. One of the programmers at work said that they must have had my IP address tagged or something because I changed usernames and they still banned me. So, I thought, cool. We're at Osh, I have a different IP address, I can use a different username and get in. Nope. I don't know how the fuck they did it, but I'm still banned. I give up. Fuck Metallica.

Well, I can't think of anything to write right now (I'll probably come up with like 10 things after I leave to go to bed tonight) so I'm going to stop now. This wasn't really much of an entry, but give me a fuckin' break, nothing's happened to talk about. Oh well. I'll catch you all tomorrow.

"Where are we going and why am I in this handbasket?"

Icebear

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